30 Day Break-Up Recovery Journal - Overcoming a love addiction.
Day 1: ADDICTION RECOVERY ( Love Addiction to Kimberly Rogers) Today, while listening to YouTube I made the realization that I have a love addiction to Kim. ( https://youtu.be/yYa7ppvMbos?si=_hxlEnyv3mJUjSou ). I truly love this woman with absolutely every fiber of my body. For 4 years I have poured my love and attention into her only to have it unravel on Thanksgiving Day 2024 (see story: https://youtu.be/rJ0dQLHzJgs ). I totally hate how it happened and how ridiculous it was--over nothing. It truly is my fault-My love addiction caused me to be clingy, needy, and controlling and I seemed to lack the ability to cope when she wanted to travel out of town. I hate to admit that it was my fault (it was). I have spent so much of my time blaming it on her. I didn't think it was me, but I've had an epiphany and realized that my actions and responses were motivated by my love addiction. She has completely blocked me from communicating with her and I have tried every way possible to ...